February 2012
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even though I haven’t slept in a week (probably subconsciously thinking about the breakup still), i need to stay up lateee to study for a test. putting on phantom of the opera. it relaxes me :)
oh and i put new pictures up on my flickr
and made a lookbook
all due to procrastination
i hate fake friends
this is why i make friends with guys easier. because bitches will always be bitches
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Being called babe, that's just a really good...
ONE HAPPY LADY
so my day sucked once again. i havent been able to sleep all week.
butbutbuttttt.
i got this really nice & cute guys number at the gym. he flirted with me the whole time i was there and was pretty much saving me from his creeper.
it just made me feel really good hehe
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i think its time for me to cry. i need to let it out. the more i keep up with this blog, looking at wedding pictures and people in love, i feel sad inside and my heart hurts. i planned out pretty much our whole wedding. and i still have it. maybe i need to take a break from looking at weddings.
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first 10 to reblog for promo!
http://idreamweddings.tumblr.com/
http://idreamweddings.tumblr.com/
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day three of breakup
i fainted when i woke up from a lack of sleep
my car battery died for the 4th time in two days at school,
so i walked to the police station, rode in the backseat of a sexy cop man’s car and watched him jump my car. which was a great experience actually.
got asked my number at the gym by a cute guy, but i totally rejected him, which made me look stella walking away in my sexy outfit.
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day two of the breakup
made chocolate strawberrys
went on a major shopping spree & bought
a new sexy vs bra
a michael kors purse
and a calvin klein white dress.
a part of me wants to cry until i cant cry anymore
but a bigger part of me is telling myself to be the strongest women.
when all i really want
is someone to hug or cuddle with.
i got a hold of his roomate. he said he’s going to keep him safe in the dorm tonight. omg guys. i can’t do relationships. i kinda wish i could skip all the stuff and just be married with a nice man in a nice house already.
i love him. he was my first love. and i think a part of me will always love him.
he said he got kicked out of his school, and the navy, a couple weeks ago but...
like this if youre online right now
i did it. i just broke up with my bf. and the last thing he told me was he was going to kill himself and maybe he’ll see me in heaven. im scared to death right now. he would do it too.
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